I WILL MAKE EIGHT HOURS OF MY PAST UNDONE.

The aim of this project is to create a performance that will last for eight hours – the normalized span of a working day (at least in Western-European conceptions of employment). The performance refers to my personal past, working as a tailor for several studios and workshops.

I will invest eight hours of labor in undoing my own work by taking apart a jacket that I have made myself (within more than 60 hours of handcrafting).

The performance should take place in a shop window.

The project poses questions of what it takes to undo or erase – what can possibly be undone through the process of taking apart and what new things, objects, ideas, feelings, memories, and values emerge from it?

Is it possible to undo work? And with it erase passed time? Ultimately, will it be possible to undo time?

Other notions that are entangled with the performance are those of labor and the creation of value. Since my time spent in using the skills I have trained so hard, is translated into a financial equivalent, does the worth of a piece increase, as I spend even more time with it? Or does it decrease, since it comes apart? At the same time it goes over from being one single object into several single objects – and following capitalist ideas more is always better…

On yet another level, the act of undoing my own work evokes reconnecting to personal memories, since they are inscribed into the “handwriting” of each individual stitch. The memories are unfolding in a Proust-like manner: the stitching is the Madeleine, it carries all the interactions, conversations, thoughts, and emotions preserved within it. The memories, of course, are also connected to the treatment of low-paid workers, power structures in crafts and fashion industry, and generally understanding of labor in the textile industry and therefore represent not only a personal struggle, but can refer to a bigger problem of our turbo-capitalist society.

However, in order to make the unfolding of those memories visible, I will have to find another layer of expression. One possible Layer could be inviting passers-by to sit and chat with me as I am (un)doing my work. Another one could be to invite old colleagues for talks and exchange about shared memories. Additionally I am thinking about writing short letters to the past that could be displayed.

And after the work is (un)done, we can think of the pricing.

Performance Score

+ The performance will happen inside Kiosk.6 at Sophienstiftplatz, Weimar.
The performance will take 8 hours. Within the 8 hours I will take apart a jacket that I have made myself during my apprenticeship stitch by stitch.

+ With me in the Kiosk there will be the jacket, a chair, the tools I need to take it apart, an empty mannequin, a punchclock and a camera. The singled out pieces of the jacket will fill up the window displays bit by bit.
The camera will be directed at my face, covered in tears, or at my hands by turns.

+ The front window of the kiosk will be open to enable interaction with passers-by.
Above the window there will be a screen showing what the live-camera captures.
Next to the screen the title of the performance is displayed.

+ Every hour (starting on hour 0) I will punch the punchclock, that is programmed to count backwards. I will also use a tear-stick to make my lacrimal sacs produce tears.

+ The performance ends when the 8 hours have passed. By the end all pieces of the jacket shall be detached from each other.

The Place:

Why Tears?

In tailoring, like in many artisan traditions, there are a lot of superstitions intertwined with the craft. They mostly connect with abjects of the body of the artisan, produced while working on a piece. For example: In Germany, when making a wedding dress, a drop of blood should be placed somewhere at the inlay - which is supposed to bring good luck and help for a happy marriage (it also used to symbolize bloodline and a mother's grieve, as the mother of a bride was supposed to sew her wedding dress). In France, unmarried embroiderers would sew in one of their own hair into a wedding dress, in order to be the next one to marry.

I decided to create a new superstitious tradition, making use of my tears. By crying while opening the seams of my jacket, I can make the past undone.

At the same time, the meanings of the tears - like those of the drop of blood - are manifold. They symbolize superstition, but the could also flow because of grieve, trauma, fear, melancholy, or relieve. They catalyze negative emotions and wash them out.

Documentation of a first tryout

(taking apart a jacket that somebody else has made)

excerpts from instagram stories

(for the first tryout I took apart a handcrafted jacket that somebody else has made (probably in a theatre/opera workshop) within 8 hours and documented the progress every hour with an instagram story)